Friday, February 19, 2010

Backtracking Updates from afar: Beautiful beautiful opportunity knocks loudly....

Monday, January 30th, 2006
1:07 pm
Beautiful beautiful opportunity knocks loudly....
In my lack of truwt of other humans I almost didnt go out this weekend...which wouldve been tragic seeings as I had one of the most incredible weekends possible. Despite the rain and the long car rides on the freeway I got to spend time wiith a new and seemingly happy individual who will remain nameless for now.Theres nothing Ive missed more in the last two years than happy people and a warm embrace in the morning. There are other things to that Ive been convincing myself that I dont need when I so desperately do.Kisses and laughing uncontrollably late nights and early mornings sleeping in someones warm arms smelling sweet smells of breakfast being cooked for you having your back tickled and rubbed your hair tussled and your eyes looked into deeply. Talking about things other than booze drugs and girls....sleeping on futons and remembering to water your plants.;)
These things are soo important. The best things really. Why I ever sacraficed myself Ill never know I only wish I had stopped earlier.

Current Mood: crazy

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