Backtracking Updates from afar: At this time...

Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
5:11 pm
At this time...
Sometimes when I have the time I like to write little updates.
Just a blurb or two about whats going on in my life at this current juncture.
Here goes

So at this time my age is 24 soon to be 25 with the summer fast approaching. I just returned from a trip to NYC. My first time in the big apple proved to be fast and furious wirdlwind of activity. Not alot of sleeping not a lot of eating and not alot of spending of money since I went on $150 dollars.
I work at Christine Foley Botique. And often wonder what the hell Im doing there. Its a good paying job plus commission and it basicly pays my bills and dosent strain my wits as much as other jobs in the past have. I mostly spend my days typing aimlessly on my computer and staring at the florecesnt lights. I work at nickies bar on the weekends and manage all the acts and music. Which is a high point in my life at this point despite the negitive feedback that I seem to get for working at such a seedy bar in such a seedy neighborhood.
I currently cant keep a boyfriend for more than a month or two. Jason has ruined my abitlity to trust thus dooming to have sex with people but not want them around me for longer than a short while.Despite the fact that I have no boyfriend I may be knocked up. Sucks. Waiting to go to the doctor is the worst thing.Im pretty much just treading water looking for a manufacturer for my clothing women to dance for my burlesque trooop and waiting for the shit to hit the fan.
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12:45 pm
Black and Grey
In a sea of black and grey we are red and white polka dots....
Yellow raincoats...and blue eye-shadow...motorcycle helmets and fur trim.

Drinking cocktails on my kitchen floor..a bright light in a world that would otherwise be a bore. You are my umbrella in the rain...my shelter from life's unnecessary pain.

You listen to my never agains...and love me still when I go out and do them all over again.
Watch me stumble...laugh with me when I fall...pick me up again and help me crawl.

So in case I haven't told you in a while...your my best...fuck the rest... friends until the end whenever that may be whatever that entails.

Your the leader of my pack...the monkey on my back...never whack always correct..

I love you.

-C

(for robin)